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Falling for you

my thoughts never fail to reach you wherever you would be

Deluding myself into thinking that you do care about me

I cannot wait  until  it's all over

to learn your true colours

no matter  how painful it might turn out to be

Your voice, so enchanting, so appealing,

so warm that I could listen to it night and day

I would do anything to see your face before closing my eyes today

and after opening them tomorrow

to feel you close beside me

The way you look at me, the way you speak,

the way you laugh

the way you talk to me...

it all ends up in my missing you 

aimlessly wandering through the city with the music in my ears... 

And nothing seems important

your age, job or bossiness 

your bullish tone or moustache

I regret not being able to show you that I really care

Just hope you feel it somewhere deep inside... 

Please, don't pressurise me into doing anything...

Let me be the way I am...

Accept that and say nothing...

Let me be angry sometimes, let me cry whenever I want...

Let me be subdued or elated or whatever...

Just let me be... let me be... 

Look at me...

Love and passion in your eyes is all I crave to see...

Don't judge, don't tell me what I'm like...

Just look at me...

All I want to see in your eyes is warmth and passion...

Say nothing, just look at me the way I like...